primal eloquence

Ghost of College Past...

philmmakr:

I’ve tried so hard to be happy. And sometimes I am, but it comes sparadically, in increments of seconds. I’ve tried to move on from the college that gave me no education whatsoever but I can’t forget the people I befriended and the majesty of the city. I left because I knew the college i was attending wasn’t for me at all. Everytime I see a saved picture from those times, i want to delete it because a part of me wants to move on, but the hands of friendship keep pulling me back. They cover the delete button and look at me with puppy dog eyes. I really do love my friends, i love every moment we spent together. I laughed everyday and cried maybe two days in the nine months I was there. I can’t imagine life without them and away from the city. Now that things aren’t going as planned here, i never wished so hard that I was somewhere else. I miss you guys more than life itself. I know I don’t call as often, I’m distant and not only in the literal way. I just want you guys to know that I will always love you. Just because i’m absent minded, doesn’t mean you’re absent from my mind.

Manashi, Jess, Andrew, Josh, Lauren, Dani, Dave, Brian, Britni, Chloe…

You all made my college experience more than what I hoped for.

I love you.

4998.) there's no better way of saying it besides your my other half. we complete eachother in this way, we balance eachother out just right. I love the way your patient when i'm upset, and make everything okay, after a year you have never yelled at me, something i said I would never put up with again, the way you make me laugh, how you make sure I feel beautiful, the way we are so comfortable, and most importantly, the way you truely love me. you're it for me, and that's all that matters. I once said to you while we were laying down in my bed, with your arms wrapped around me, "I will never find a love like this again." and without pause or hesitation, you looked at me, and said, "You'll never have to."

I am in love-of this, i am sure.

everywhere i go, i want to be somewhere else.

sognare:

i am tired of feeling that way.

I hate my height. I'm so short, that if I even gain a little bit of weight, it shows. I HATE IT!

(via maryclare)

me too =[

9 to 5: Demos Pretty Much All Day. Its all good... I've just got to get paid, son.